just when i thought i knew what i was doing with school,
the people who actually know what theyre doing throw me a curveball.
i guess to get into archaeology you need some actual experience. go figure.
so i guess sometime between now and two years from now, i need to get in some experience.
but as it was explained to me, its a catch 22. you gotta have experience to get the job.
kinda like how they only hire waitors with experience.
fuck all yall.

i also need good letters of recommendation, but ive only been at UW for about a year, and i dont talk to nobody.
specially teachers.
balls.

this is the kinda shit they should tell you earlier in your scholastic career.
or maybe i shoulda found it out myself prior to after the fact.
nuts.

doh. and keith!
(refer to 2nd blog prior to this one.)

btw.
that last post was just a random observation.
it doesnt really have anything to do with issues in my current life and times.

what is bugging me, though.
is that the possibility of school being over is finally a real realization.
and not that i wouldnt care about getting a job, or even an ass job right now,
but i think this little window of time, and what i choose to do with it, will greatly affect my future.
and i dont really want to deal with that right now ;)

grad school. sounds appealing in the long-run, but after some identities 228,
and the thought of weekends with not a god damned thing to do, i kinda need to step back and consider what i really want.
ive been living the "studious" life for quite a while now......

i guess i could always wait a year or so for grad school.
i know a couple quarters of full-on fred meyer action jump-started my ass into wanting to go to school again.

ok. i guess its bedtime.
got a paper in identities to write tomorrow.
for now, i'll take it one day at a time.
:(the problem is, soon, that won't be an option)

how did i get myself into an environment where everyone i live with and consider a good friend, are first born children?
roommates, girlfriend, roommates' girlfriends, other friends.
the only exception i can think of it matt. but his sister is his elder by an amount that almost makes him firstchild-esque.
theirs is a whole different mindset.
...dominance when it came to sibling interaction.
...sharing wasnt much of an issue until the little attention-starved 2nd born came along.
....probably more of an independence, as well.

fuck it.
just thought it was interesting.
thought i'd share.

although. if moses comes back, all yall better be runnin scared.