btw.
that last post was just a random observation.
it doesnt really have anything to do with issues in my current life and times.

what is bugging me, though.
is that the possibility of school being over is finally a real realization.
and not that i wouldnt care about getting a job, or even an ass job right now,
but i think this little window of time, and what i choose to do with it, will greatly affect my future.
and i dont really want to deal with that right now ;)

grad school. sounds appealing in the long-run, but after some identities 228,
and the thought of weekends with not a god damned thing to do, i kinda need to step back and consider what i really want.
ive been living the "studious" life for quite a while now......

i guess i could always wait a year or so for grad school.
i know a couple quarters of full-on fred meyer action jump-started my ass into wanting to go to school again.

ok. i guess its bedtime.
got a paper in identities to write tomorrow.
for now, i'll take it one day at a time.
:(the problem is, soon, that won't be an option)