sometimes i wonder how long someone could hold a conversation with themselves online if there was just a "yeah" button.
and no, i'm not talking about you, meg. or amidy even.
you guys have questions and shit.

but i guess we've seen that skit on tv where the dude just keeps sayin "yeah" on the phone.

i'm one of those people that always thinks of something to say after the fact.
like i didn't even tell those guys that i used to be lifeguard trained.
jesus.
that tells them that not only can i swim, but i'm pretty damn decent.
and that i don't mess around.
dammit.
i suck.

i don't know if i've ever wanted anything this bad.
i'll just be dissappointed, but i can't help not worrying about it.
my bad.

this is the group i have to look into for my environmental anthro class.
SCUBA whut?
c'mon. gimme the damn job.

REALLY REALLY WANT THIS JOB.
FUCK FRED buT THANKS FOR GETTING MY ASS (HOPEFULLY)
INTO SOMETHING THATS WAY BETTER THAN FUCKING MAKING PEOPLE GivE YOU $$$ FOR FOOD.
JESUS.
want IT.

HOLY BUTTFUCK!!
i just went to a job interview. i SOOOOOOOOOO want this job.
scuba diving. AND getting PAID to DO IT!
jesus christ.
the guy was talking to me like i already had the job. i hope that was a good sign.
he said he'd call everyone and make their decision by the end of the week.
HOLY FUCK!
i want this job.
its perfect. only friday afternoon and all day saturday 10 - 6.
goddammit.
i even made myself pretty for these people (big thanks to meg).
i hope he liked me.
he says when it gets slow they play PS2. goddammit!
he says that i would have to answer phones and eventually help people that come into the store but that they would
TEACH ME TO DIVE!!!
goddammit i want this fucking job.
people who love me.
its my turn!

its like one of those crazy links that manuel usually has.
bitch slap, whut?
288 mph was my best.

although i didn't do anything too extrordinary today, i still felt productive.
got up at ass o'clock to get my class. got all of them! now that's a first.
anyway.
got outta spanish early so against normal routine i showed up to anthro with time to kill.
so i thought i'd pick up a daily.
paroused through the fucker and found an ad for a SCUBA job.
now that would be badass.
i called the guys and i'm bringing in my resume tomorrow.
hopefully i make a good first impression.
i dont have much by way of good clothes.

ever thought someone was tryin to jock tupac's style?
well. josh (ForceFedTT) did:

ForceFedTT: haha... rapper 50cent is such a tupac ripoff
ForceFedTT: everybody needs to get the fuck off tupac's nuts
ForceFedTT: they need to let him RIP and stop bitin his shit
ForceFedTT: fuckin parasites
nekkiddood: oh yeah . i saw them on mtv2
ForceFedTT: fucking bloodsucking jews
nekkiddood: they need to back up off deez
ForceFedTT: exactly
ForceFedTT: everyone of of his lyrics is a pac lyric
ForceFedTT: wtf?
ForceFedTT: 50cent even says "i want you to love me like pac"
nekkiddood: shit. you cant pay homage when you suck ass
nekkiddood: heh
ForceFedTT: wtf is that shit?
ForceFedTT: exactly
ForceFedTT: if the motherfucker had skillz he would say "you'll be loving me" not "please love me like you love Pac, pretty please"
ForceFedTT: wtf is that shit! motherfucker is a gay Pac biter
ForceFedTT: im gonna kick his ass
ForceFedTT: he thinks just cause he got shot with a few bullets like Pac got shot he thinks he's Pac now
ForceFedTT: wtf?
ForceFedTT: motherfucker exploits the fact that he got shot
ForceFedTT: thinks he's sooo bad
nekkiddood: hes gay. and fuckin ugly
ForceFedTT: tupac was the first nigga to do it, and pac did it tastefully
ForceFedTT: this nigger is a fuckin dumbass
ForceFedTT: hell yeah he's an ungly motherfucker
ForceFedTT: he doesnt even open his moouth when he raps
nekkiddood: i noticed that!
ForceFedTT: he's weak as superficial raps that came from pacs mouth
nekkiddood: fuckin huge ass bottom jaw
ForceFedTT: hell yeah
nekkiddood: too fucking huge to keep movin up and down
ForceFedTT: hahaahh
ForceFedTT: hope that gay biter burns in hell with the rest of his fags
nekkiddood: hed like it
ForceFedTT: talks bout how he's stacking Gs, came up but is still the same G, been shot, i wanna be like pac
ForceFedTT: wtf?
ForceFedTT: i thought Pac was dead?
ForceFedTT: is this Pac? or an imposter?
ForceFedTT: goddammit!! why dont all these fake ass motherfuckers get their own style
nekkiddood: they cant hang so they swing from pac's nuts
ForceFedTT: motherfuckers are just plain biters
ForceFedTT: exactly!
ForceFedTT: the biggest Pac biter of all time is Ja Rule
ForceFedTT: that flamin faggot
ForceFedTT: he thinks he's such a hard core gansta
ForceFedTT: he aint even had a parking ticket
ForceFedTT: that gaylord
nekkiddood: ahahahahah
ForceFedTT: in an backlash against DMX (who said Rule is biting Pac) Ja Rule said, "what? y'all wanna see Pac come back?!!"
ForceFedTT: i was like, "wtf? this guy for real?"
nekkiddood: ja rule is pretty queet
nekkiddood: r
ForceFedTT: fuckin niggers
ForceFedTT: pac is still selling albums
nekkiddood: tru
ForceFedTT: still releasing new shit
ForceFedTT: still selling more units than these plastic motherfuckers
ForceFedTT: dont they get the hint: they aint pac and never will be
ForceFedTT: there will Never be another Pac
ForceFedTT: goddammit!!!!!!!!!!!
ForceFedTT: im gonna kill those fake motherfuckers
ForceFedTT: fucking jews
ForceFedTT: the only reason 50cent is getting play is because he's got Dr Dre and Eminem in his video
ForceFedTT: PERIOD.
ForceFedTT: that dumb greasy motherfucker isnt even mediocre
ForceFedTT: he just plain sux
nekkiddood: yeah.
nekkiddood: no shit
ForceFedTT: motherfucker cant even open his mouth cause he sucked too many cocks when he was in jail for raping his father
ForceFedTT: goddammit!
ForceFedTT: that fag is gonna burn
nekkiddood: they need to harvest his grease before that though
ForceFedTT: sorry if i upset you or ruined you day.. but i had to vent
ForceFedTT: these fake copycat motherfuckers are getting on my nerves
ForceFedTT: everyday it's a new wanna-be Tupac
ForceFedTT: dammit!
nekkiddood: no. i thought they were gaytooo
ForceFedTT: gay ass faggot
ForceFedTT: s
ForceFedTT: let Pac RIP.
ForceFedTT: istead copying his shit
ForceFedTT: they should just be playing his shit
ForceFedTT: play the genuine Pac tracks
ForceFedTT: dont copy his style and think youre cool
ForceFedTT: dont say shit like "i want you to love me like you love Pac"
ForceFedTT: motherfuckers are beggin to be like pac
ForceFedTT: fuck!
nekkiddood: he was the pimp
ForceFedTT: burn in hell to all the plastic motherfuckers
nekkiddood: preach on
ForceFedTT: hell yeah! Pac was ORIGINAL
ForceFedTT: Pac set a fuckin standard nobody has been able to meet
ForceFedTT: everyone tries to copy but they just look stupid cause they are soo cheap and unoriginal
ForceFedTT: nobody has the fuckin lyrical skillz pac had
ForceFedTT: guy was a walking Dictionary
ForceFedTT: and he mixed it up with rhymes like nobody could
ForceFedTT: he introduced a vocabulary to the rap game that was unprecedented
ForceFedTT: motherfucker revolutionized Rap
ForceFedTT: the end.
ForceFedTT: motherfucker didnt simply rap about sex and alcohol; the pimp rapped about philosophical and political and socio-economic issures
ForceFedTT: his shit was deep; it made you say "wow"
ForceFedTT: these fake fuckers are weak and shallow
ForceFedTT: need to get an identity and quit feedin off of pac's identity
nekkiddood: maybe i should listen to more of his shit
ForceFedTT: oh hell yeah! you start listening to his shit and you'll be blown away by his vocab and rhymes and content

hardcore tupac. some say he still lives.
not josh, but hey. thats not the point of his beautiful ranting.

oh. btw.
last nights movie. the life of david gale, two reviews that i've read relate it to something outta scooby-doo.
although i did know who did it, i didnt guess the twist at the end.
i dont think it was as bad as either critic made it out to be, but what do i know.
oH! what i do know is that they were trying to make gale jeebus.
too many references to judas, that fucking lamb, and a couple other things i won't mention so as to not ruin the movie for those who are do damn lazy to get tickets.
(oh, and those whose city isn't as giving and sharing as seattle (and jeebus).

my 40w bulb burned out this weekend in my room. the one directly over my computer.
i replaced it with the only bulb i had: 100w
I'M BLIND!

lookin at this site from manuel's blog.
why is it that a majority refer to someone in jewish history?
is it the jesus thing? water into wine, herego his people get all credit?
wtf.

just finished another damn spanish ensayo.
damn. she squeezes them all together. shes emphasizing this one thats due next week,
when we have this one due TOMORROW. what the hell?
but i did just realize that i didnt fuck off as much immediately after i got home, i'd have a lot more time to do other stuff more carefree.
i have many an hour even before meg gets home and wants to do stuff.
its amazing what i can do when i want/need to.

anyway.
got a free movie tonight and tomorrow.
had one last night too,
but let me tell you. i dont know if that one was worth it, even being free.
i guess if i was in the mood it woulda been alright, but damn.
LONGEST MOVIE EVER. and i might actually be telling the truth.
there was a 12 minute intermission (are you seeing the longness?).
if the intermission was twice as long, the movie woulda been over 4 FUCKING hours long.
what was the movie?
gods and generals.
it did keep my interest a lot of the time, but i think the editor needed to step up everytime a woman started to talk,
or whenever 'stonewall' jackson was divinely inspired to pray. jesus that man loved jesus.

the good part to the movie (wasn't all the crazy facial hair) was that it showed that slavery was only a subplot to virginia and the south's urge for independence.
although they really didnt get into why. my idea is something about the industrial vs. agrarian lifestyle, but who knows.

the part that i liked best though (wasn't ted turner's cameo) was at some point during a battle a man from the north and one from the south met on either side of a river.
they joked about how shitty a general burnside was and came together momentarily over the exchange of legal drugs.
the southern man got a few puffs of tobaccy from the northerners pipe, and southy hooked up northy with some hot coffee.
ah. sharing the vices and keeping it real.
after a couple tokes and sips they went back to their respective sides and resumed the fight for their government.

oh. the other cool part about the movie was that they actually had you feeling for the south.
too bad you already knew what was going to happen.

had a guest speaker in anthro today.
her name was B.J. Cummings.
shes part of the cleanup coalition.

...you're damn right she is. ;)

ya know. usually all i have is shit to talk aboot the canadians,
but i think they actually stumbled on something here.
they have put the excitement of shots on goal like soccer,
coupled with the roughness of (even moreso than) football,
all into one game.

now the only time i'd ever really witnessed hockey was via video games.
and although i did enjoy them, i always thought that the makers put some added thrills in there to keep ya enthused.
but tonight showed that there are checks a plenty, and fights can burst out from any sort of contact.

the best tonight had to have been after the away team knew there was no coming back.
3rd period, at the time it was 10-1 (final: 11-1). a fight breaks out at the away teams end.
the refs are busy dealing with that.
the away team's goalie gets fed up with the losing so he heads down to our goalie.
the stare down ensues, gloves hit the ice, the first punch is thrown.
jerseys are removed and they both squirm around on the ice punching the tops of their heads.

is there a more better way to keep asses in the seats when its such a blow out?
if that were baseball everyone but the most hardcore fans woulda headed out to beat the traffic.
not here. everyone was willing to face a little stop-and-go just to see a few more fists fly.
what a great game.

i never knew though that they'd just leave shit on the ice until they were good and ready to collect it.
one canadian guy lost his stick 3 times. he kept skating around without one until another penalty was made.
he'd just tug on peoples' jerseys now and then, or get in the way.
at that last great brawl there were about 8 sticks, gloves, and helmets each strewn about the far side of the rink.
on the other side was the goalie's jersey. took them a while to get that all cleared.

what a fast-paced game. it moved up in the ranks after one viewing.
if it weren't so damn expensive i'd probably go see it more.
once you get used to watching the puck its much more fun to watch than baseball, or soccer.
and isnt as bad as football in the stop-and-goedness.
damn you, canadians.
for once you oot did yourselves.

heh. bloggers back.
thanks swell.

dork er, hot gorilla, er...whatever writes: so i cooked my first chickens tonight, er, um...no, travis, i meant, uh turkey....Anyways, hopefully, i did not give myself the salmonellas....
how bout you just don't eat the fucker, then you won't get diseases that you should probably get anyway. =P

thinkin about just the general idea of anthropology today:
no wonder i cant get specific, this field covers a shitload of others.
let's see, a list?
well. anything that involves people, which includes:
history, biology, environmental issues, politics, sociology, geography, geology (and most of, if not all of the other life sciences), language, even feminism.
this shit is whack.
just like before i picked anthropology, i don't know which way to turn.

haven't blogged in a while, cuz well. it wasn't working.
but if i'm not mistaken, manuel took care of it.
so props to him.
had a midterm over the weekend.
had to have been one of the worst.
it was in the form of a paper. 4 pgs or so.
the question wasn't really descript on what it wanted, so i just BSed.
fuckin school work on the weekend.
how do they expect you to get that done with everything else going on?
i tried not to, but i still put most of it off til sunday.
weak.
whys school gotta be all about grades?

so i got some shit for unemployment.
i'd be getting nearly $200 a week.
just fine by me.
but the thing is. in order for me to get this, i have to pretty much say "fuck you" to school if something comes up that would conflict with my school schedule.
theres no way in hell that i'm going to do this. thats some gay shit.
they want me to be stupid just like my past and future employers.