so much to say...
today i call maegan. she has to go to work.. i call her back later... shes coming home this weekend. but, new news. she tells me ashleigh has decided to spend the rest of the summer in hawaii, and shes leaving next wednesday. maegan doubts that she'll try to call me before she goes. i guess i havent been talked about in a while between them. but anyway. ashleigh's dick of a dad lives in hawaii and does the whole helicopter tours of the islands/volcanoes. from how ashleigh described him, it just seems like he never really grew up. she told me shed never really want to go visit him again after her last experience there.. i guess it must be something really drastic to get her to go.... i guess her job here at the book store isnt working out too well for her, and her dad offered to buy her ticket. which is out of his character, but why not jump at the chance? i guess she'll work with him, doing something with his company.
so maegans coming. that'll be weird.. really weird. she'll be by saturday. ive missed her too. but shes staying in idaho all summer.

so i saw megan today. not maegan as in maegan and ashleigh, and not ashley as in stevens court, but megan bledsoe, from kelso.
shit. good thing there wasnt a michelle involved in that, eh? she told me that when she sed that her bf hung out with her too much, it was cuz she really didnt like him. which.. is brutal, but starting to look more true. although my history teacher repeatedly would tell us that a conflict is never started over one incident. so.. .im guessing that along with that is the fact that she was trying to get rid of me ever since v-day. i think that she once had feelings for me.. .but they faded with the summer....she got over me, but i still tried to hang on to something good. we looked through airs pix today, and i saw her again... quit haunting me!! youre so stubborn!!!

anyway. megans cool. ive missed her.
we had so many other first-time visitors today. manuel stopped by... pointed out that our light covers look like boobs =) and also shocked himself with two 9-volt batteries. thats mah boy! thanx for comin by.

lea and ashley dropped by as well. i think it was leas 2nd time, but before most of the shit we have in there now.
thanx to you guys too for stopping by. always a pleasure. hope yall find a place of yer own!

so... its boring. no ones online. everyones ready to move home, or has. i dont get to laugh at all the funny shit on leno/conan with dan tonight =P but soon we can do it in real life =)

times are changing. growing closer to some, and away from others. i dont necessarily like it, but that shit happens. its life.
from my boy scout guys. keith, kevin, chris.... i dont see those fuckers anymore. its sad. theyre moving on with their life and doing their own thing though... you cant blame them. theyre just all growns up!
its just that i havent had a lot of people come in and out of my life since i moved up here after 7th grade. at least now i get to keep some friends and not start with a clean slate. work will be weird too. i was walking around there on monday. all older people. like late 20s, early 30s. i guess michelle at work now is 30, but shes one of a kind. i'll miss her.

ok... enough dribble, eh?
roomate x, please present yourself. possibly in the form of a calen.
and im out.