as i now know how to draw the complete structures of DNA and RNA, yes, including all sugars, phosphates, and bases....
what the hell am i going to do with that?.... and then my life.... bah.
one useful thing though... if you happen to drink methanol by mistake, rather than embibing on the magical substance we know as alcohol, then, to counteract the effects of methanol, such as blindness or death, the treatment is to get yourself stone-ass drunk.
the protein receptor sites that methanol would attatch to, can be pushed out of the way and taken by its bigger brother ethanol, so to speak. C - OH vs. C - C - OH... ok im a nerd. but you'll thank me when you see wood alcohol and get all excited, drink it, go blind, then find the good shit and save your ass.
enough of school. i dont even want to mention my other classes.

ashleigh. topic of many uh blog.
im to the point to where i cant and wont need to see you everyday.
i'll have a new life in seattle. i just want to make things good. i want you to not be upset at me.
i want to feel like i cant ever see you again. even if in your mind that isnt the case..
but its still a guessing game for me.. and i cant handle it much longer.
im going to possibly see maegan this weekend, and although that will be fun and good,
i think i'll find a deeper funk to crawl into.. but i do it to myself. i cant blame anyone.
i want to forget about it. but i cant. i and my environment wont let me. fuck.
is there some sinusoidal path that i follow? having ups for a while, then downs.
im sure my blogs would answer that. but thats hella shit to look through.

what will i bitch about if this is ever resolved. im sure i can find something.
but what am i talking about... resolved. i think this is a fade away situation.
sadly.
so much shit to deal with right now:
moving, new job, old job, finals, sister, ashleigh/maegan, roomate x....
soon, my son... soon.

kure = czech for chicken. tee hee.