this is mostly how i feel:
(its a damn good message if you just take out the chorus)

came into the world as a reject
Look into these eyes
Then you'll see the size of the sags
That are pullin on my past
Burnin on my brain
Everyone that burns has to learn from the pain
Hey, I think about the day
My girlie went away with my pay
And these fellas came to play
Now she's stuck with my homies that she fucked
And I'm just a sucker with a lump in my throat

Like a chump

Should I be feelin bad
Should I be feelin good
It's kinda sad I'm the laughing stock of the neighborhood
And you'd be figured I'd be movin on
But I'm a sucker like I said
Fucked up in the head, not!
And maybe she just made a mistake
And I should give her a break
But my heart will ache either way
Hey, what the hell, whatchu want me to say?
I won't lie, that I can't deny

Why did it take so long
Why did I take so long, huh
To figure it out, but I didn't
And I'm the only one
Underneath the sun who didn't get it
I can't believe that I can be deceived
By my so-called girl, but in reality
She had a hidden agenda
She put my tender, heart in a blender
And still I surrender

I'm only human
It's so easy for your friends to give you their advice
They tell you just let it go
It's easier said than did
I appreciate it, but
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Nothing's gonna change
You can go away
I'm just gonna stay here
And always be the same

- - limp bizkit