what have i learned from my experiences?
you cant make people like you.
even if you state your thoughts over and over, if someones got something in their head already, it doesnt matter how much its said.

did i turn ashleigh to do what she did? to become totally ignorant of my feelings because i kept pushing to see her?
i hope shes not thinking clearly. i hope she doesnt mean what she does and says. i dont think she does.
why cant we just be friends? i guess for her its just too soon. im so impatient.
pain.