tripat. we be hardcore. thanx brah.
today is bright and shiny. i, on the otherhand, am a bit on the gloomy side. i was hoping for 3 hours of distraction, but everyone seemed to want to let class out early so we could all go play. my luck.
im not doing as horrible as previous days, but like always i have thoughts running through my head. mostly discomforting or sad.
i get through this by talking to my friends. they help temporarily, as i can only talk to them for so long, but the help is much appreciated.
another saga comes to and end. the age of our pimp house. i believe i'm leaving this house today, only to return to get my sack of water, and to give keith my last month's bills. i'll miss this house. it served us well. made for great times. i enjoyed living on my own.
now back to the loyalty and support of parents. i think hiding away downstairs will be enough to experience their love, but to not be annoyed by it. theyre great parents, but like most, theyre a bit pushy.
something came over me today. something strange. in phil of science, theres like 10 of us or so. i still never talk. so last night air and i were talking about how hard it is to just randomly talk to chix. like. "hey baby, i think youre hot, lets do something" ya know? like how do you talk to them without looking like an asshole. well.. anyway, yesterday this one chic mentioned that shes going to spain next quarter. so today as we're leaving class, i talked to her about it, seeing as how i went there a few years back... so nothing pushy, but something to talk about. too bad this could lead nowhere since shes fucking going to spain, but yeah, whatever. i finally grew balls, and thats what matters.
so i see ashleigh on aol IM as being signed off, meaning she was once signed on. i dont know why she doesnt ever bother to write me.
that or call. i know shes got her own life. but why cant/doesnt she ever make the first effort.
dunno.