so once again, shat on because i had something to say, and it took a lot of words to say it.
but i do want to say that i have come to the conclusion that i have been going about things slightly askew, and its caused a lot of unnecessary grief. i think about myself, but i dont stop to think about others dispositions. i wish simply talking things through would work, but im finding time is the best healer of all. im over ashleigh, and i think she was over me a long time ago. i dont see why there are still complications. i guess she just doesnt want constant attention, or i remind her of being sick. whatever the case, im ready to put our future friendship ahead of everything, and rarely talk to her. like call once a week, if that. i know thats a bit much, but im weening dammit! it'll get to where i'll forget to call and it'll be 3 or 4 weeks, and maybe she'll actually call me.
im still kinda depressed, but i think maybe when the stress of moving out is over, i'll be better.
way off the topic. a thing that bothers me is when i tell people that im allergic to the sun, they either dont believe me or laugh, or both.
do you think i enjoy sneezing while merging on the freeway?! this phenomena occurs when im in a dark room and come out to the bright sun glaring in my eyes. ive found that lights inside also trigger a sneeze in process, but i dont actually know if its merely just a catalyst. anyway, the other reason people laugh is when i give them the scientific acronym given to this phenomena: ACHOO.
yeah, laugh it up you bastards, but it stands for: Autosomal dominant Compelling Helio-Ophthalmic Outburst. so the fags had a little fun with the naming. but its for real. you can look it up. i've read about it and theyve sed that its hereditary. and the amount of times you sneeze from the sun is also passed down in the genes. i believe mine is two. there were cases of reported 42. damn. imagine a family reunion at the park!
*sneezes*
but i do want to say that i have come to the conclusion that i have been going about things slightly askew, and its caused a lot of unnecessary grief. i think about myself, but i dont stop to think about others dispositions. i wish simply talking things through would work, but im finding time is the best healer of all. im over ashleigh, and i think she was over me a long time ago. i dont see why there are still complications. i guess she just doesnt want constant attention, or i remind her of being sick. whatever the case, im ready to put our future friendship ahead of everything, and rarely talk to her. like call once a week, if that. i know thats a bit much, but im weening dammit! it'll get to where i'll forget to call and it'll be 3 or 4 weeks, and maybe she'll actually call me.
im still kinda depressed, but i think maybe when the stress of moving out is over, i'll be better.
way off the topic. a thing that bothers me is when i tell people that im allergic to the sun, they either dont believe me or laugh, or both.
do you think i enjoy sneezing while merging on the freeway?! this phenomena occurs when im in a dark room and come out to the bright sun glaring in my eyes. ive found that lights inside also trigger a sneeze in process, but i dont actually know if its merely just a catalyst. anyway, the other reason people laugh is when i give them the scientific acronym given to this phenomena: ACHOO.
yeah, laugh it up you bastards, but it stands for: Autosomal dominant Compelling Helio-Ophthalmic Outburst. so the fags had a little fun with the naming. but its for real. you can look it up. i've read about it and theyve sed that its hereditary. and the amount of times you sneeze from the sun is also passed down in the genes. i believe mine is two. there were cases of reported 42. damn. imagine a family reunion at the park!
*sneezes*
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