4.20.2001

its great to see ashleigh as her old self again. shes back to where shes excited to go out and do things and wants to go out in public.
the best thing i've noticed, is that she hugs back now... its great. we arent together, but its just really enjoyable to have someone to spend time with doing stuff you like together and sharing thoughts, etc.
i invited her, as a nice jesture to go to this party. to my surprise, she was all for it. this is new to me, and i think i'm going to enjoy it.
we had a great time tonight. i got off work at 9, so we went to see bridget jones at 10. the fuckingest stupid person ever giving tickets.. somehow we ended up with joe dirt stubs. whatever. but it was a blast. i havent been so carefree in a while. feelings? you ask. fuck if i know. i'm just glad shes back in my life.
at work though, i figured out something kind of depressing though. im stuck with the personality that ive given myself at work. the quiet, reserved guy that doesnt really interact. people either think im shy or stupid... so when i do play around, joke with someone, it always seems like they take it as me being a dick.. speaking of dick...
oh my god. today one of the checkers i talk with a lot was like... "hey, you know the guy from the bakery? well i went over to his house last night, and i gave him head.. oh i love giving head. he got all into it, yelling 'bitch' and pulling my hair... i love that shit. although my necks kinda sore from it today." then she was like "thats probably a bit too much information for you, huh?" i think my mouth was kinda open, i didnt say anything. cuz really.. what do you say to that?
another work story.. blimpie jim came through my line today, and as he was leaving, he told me "now dont do anything i wouldnt do".
so an hour later, i go up to his store, blimpies, and get a sangwhich. the thing is, i dont pay for this sammich, cuz i get the "fred meyer/blimpies discount" which is basically just meaning 'travis illegally gets free food.' so i felt guilty for like a second just because i so recently saw blimpie jim, but ive been doing this for 7 months so.. ive kinda gotten numb to thinking about it.
weak.

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