why cant i just leave it be?
why cant i move on?
maybe its because she wants to quit me as a friend and not just a boyfriend.
maybe that has to happen so you can become friends again.
maybe its because ive been through a lot with her in a short amount of time.
because i saw her in pain. because i wanted to help.
becuase now, i fear i didnt help, i only hindered.
and thats why shes getting rid of me.
shes better now, and wants to see old friends who she didnt want to have them see what she was going through.
are those her true friends? the ones who leave her when shes in need?
why does she choose them over me?
why doesnt she want anything to do with me at all.
i hope time will help her sort things out.
i need to move on.
i thought i did.
maybe not.
maybe shes right.
but i do only want her as a friend.