duh wha?
this renewal in school thing always seemed to be the start of the new year to me.
starting out dark. small. everything new.
it seems also to be a time of reunion.

ive called up alexis. havent seen her in like a year.
ive been going back to totem lake, and this chic there sed we should hang out some time.
whats the deal?
is it just me? is it that im anticipating this lonesomeness again with mistys exit?
fuk if i know.
i never have the answers.
seems that keith ran into julia the other day. weird. thought that'd never happen.
that was another incident of girl dumping guy, and not on nice terms. (oh yes, then girl realizing her stupidity and wanting boy back, but NO SOUP, babY!)

but whatever.
back to misty.
yeh. boy on the side. boy being hopeful. boy knowing better, but not caring. hoping. dammit.
her intentions were good. but no good could come out of the situation.
but alas. shes a sucker. and goodwilled at heart.
does anything for her true man.
and shes out.