i hate nights like these...
so much on my mind.
the initial brightness of the monitor turning on made me sneeze... twice..
theres too much to put down right now,

but there was one thing i did want to say refering to megans problem.
saying this guy or chic, rather than this friend of mine.
well. i was thinking about it, AND heres what i got out of it...
friend is genderless. so by saying this guy i know
you're just being more efficient.
maybe if you were spanish or spoke some other romantic language,
then you might use the gender-specific word for a male or female friend.
i duno. there may be something there deeper in it for you.
but i do the same as you. and im thinkin i just explained why.


fuk. ever since i can remember i've had nights where i just cant sleep.
its like my body is ready for rest, but my minds just getting started.
i hate when how these nights are frequent. and i hate when they come on camping trips,
especially when tenting with jacobson.
that guy falls alseep in a matter of minutes.
on average, id say it takes me about an hr.

but tonight....
even longer.
i tried to go to sleep at 2:22
and look what time it is now.