theres a lotta people out there that have nothing better to do than to continually sit infront of the tv and watch whats going on on the other oceanfront. and i guess the general military mobilization.
why is it that i never give a fuck?
desert storm, LA riots (april 26th 1992, riots on the street, now where were you?), princess di, and now.
i cant say that none of those really effected my life, cuz shit, i was living in LA.
i guess i just try to hide.
that and i couldnt give a shit about politics.

why has there been more emotion lately?
is it just a subconcious thing? or coincidence?

aside from feuding bloggers, i still use this beeyotch to type out my thoughts and concerns that only deal with other people if they feel a connection toward what i am saying...
change is a fucking bitch.
with respect to time its the only thing thats constant. (i'll probably end up being told otherwise, but what-the fuck-ever)
deal with it, missy.

i dont want to fucking work.
this is a day of reflection.

i only have monday off next week.
good thing though, cuz thats when i have to take my car in to see if its totaled.
....so theres how i'll be spending my only time off.

schools fast approaching, and although they know i'll want to cut my hrs and change my availability, i havent gotten around to figuring out exactly what that will be.

i guess im feeling more lonely and hurt than the last time i thought i was gunna post hella.
thats when i had shit goin on to keep my mind occupied.

mels right.
played.
wish it werent so.