i think these different situations that have been put in my way are turning me into an asshole.
or maybe i always was, and im just now caring less how i affect other people rather than myself.

ashleigh for example. generic asshole.
also tonight im talking to a westmont friend.
shes talking about an interest, but that she might need to have a "come to jesus" talk.
my response: dammit. are you out to convert? she hasnt responded yet... hmm.

i read ryans blog last night. how he despises the self righteous christians.
there were a shit load at westmont, the better than thou kind.
but actually they werent. they had their whole fucking facade.
but since they did all the actions, i.e. go to church, chappy, didnt swear, have bible study, then their all good. and everyone else is below them.
hmm.. i thought these people called themselves christians, not catholics.

i think i got a bit off the subject.

what was i saying?
i dunno i got interrupted a lot.
does it really matter that just a boy/girlfriend is of your same religion?
only a boy/girlfriend. its not like you are or will fucking marry them.
just enjoy whats there, and see how things go.
datings just to see what you want in a person... so im told.