that chic at work is cool.
but dammit! we're always too busy to talk.
they put us side by side again today, but unfortunately they booted her outta the express lane cuz shes new to the whole ordeal.
i had to kick her out.
she probably understood. but whatever.
shes cool. i want to be off at the same time or have lunch at the same time or something....
something....


ashleigh:
what to say about that.
we miss what we had, but with what happened between then and now, theres no way shit could go down again.
unless we both fucked up big time.
in my mind now, it seems that chix actually pick the man, but they just have to be lucky enough for the one they want to do something about it. the waiting game....
see. then you have the sluts, that choose any man... and thats why they get shit.
cuz chix can almost get it anytime they want... they know the moves.

ashleighs demanding. and needy. its not as bad as it sounds, but its still a burden.
i want someone that can physically love me back.
no other major distractions to keep their life off track.

ashleigh wants me to get a girlfriend so we can just be friends and hang out.
oh yeh. its that easy? i forgot....
she sed tera would jump me in an instant.
as we all know, teras had a crush on almost everyone of us, so that wouldnt be so surprising.
shes still got my dicks shirt. its always all about her and the dicks.....

see im the one that is yearning for clsoeness with ashleigh.
she says she doesnt want it, but doesnt do much about it....
leading me on. sure she feels guilty, but she also likes and misses it.
theres always two forces pulling you either way.. i feel it too.

you want it, but you know you shouldnt.