its interesting to see how different people or animals attract attention.

so many thoughts, it all slips away before it can come out.
poetry is struggling.
this is trying to make sense but wont.

too many jumps between thoughts.
then you get reminders, and thats when shit happens.
its strange how insecurities are hidden.
its weird to see what people dont know and what they struggle on.
why do i always write in list fashion?

people use other people. i havent harnessed that, so i find other ways to go about it.
i entertain myself by sitting back and thinking.
its not that im shy its that im having more fun kicking thoughts around. taking everthing in.

why am i saying all this?
why is it that when you spit shit out...oh fuck. i forgot what i was thinking,
cuz i only remember this: why am i jerry seinfeld?
is that supposed to be funny?
is that why im doing this?
why do i enjoy seeing my thoughts written down.
maybe because its a better way of getting your thoughts out universally.
yeh.
damn. this is like my thought pattern.
ive come to take heed to it when im sober.
someone should come down here and shut me up.
see the paranoid thoughts of wanting to be accepted.
but everyone wants to learn, so they surround themselves by what capivates them the most.

i think i write my thoughts down, because you want to know you can share it, then you can know you did your piece, then i can forget about it and go on to other thoughts.
(they dont record so well)

manuel. my bad. i shouldnt have even mentioned it.
isnt it lame that its been reduced to communication by this?

its how you can focus.
im all for it too though.

what you will do for some people.

people i trust i tell all my thoughts that im having at that moment.
just to share more. w/o restraint.

shit.
interactoins and lack of thoughts can get you into trouble.
am i talking in puzzles?
i dont enjoy it anymore now that ive figured it out.
that made no sense to anyone.
fuck. i gotta stop.