i was thinking about this earlier.
love.
a shady idea:

putting all your trust into someone.
wanting nothing more than to see the person you love happy. even if this entails sadness or pain on your part.

ashleigh, i loved.
but now. i dont know if i can truely love her. shes lost my trust.
i still wish to see her happy and enjoying life, but i cant seem to not think of her motives with me.
im paranoid, but maybe this time its because my doubts are actually justified and true.