corny stereotypes are hilarity, but all together THE way of life.
maybe laughing at it is just coping.

people hate talking about life because why look deeper into it. just take your mind out of it and let things flow.

things i were saying all night: FUCK ME ME ME OH ME OH OH
oh wait, thats alyson.
things i were saying is that im a paranoid arrogant asshole.

then i went to think that assholes justify what they do before they do it.
but then the person with the opposite perspective doesnt have it go as they wanted it, so then im the asshole, and they tell their friends all about it....
i shouldnt care..

again. life is about impressing.
its just how it is. accept it. live it.
teaching is bettering, but showing off.

the only reason i bitch about people not blogging is from sheer boredom of not having anything to read (strictly self-centered).
squeek-ah, squeek, squeek mc-squeek-in.
i seriously think i could have done that tonight.
its a thought, but i really didnt want it, because really, i was annoyed, and for asshole, selfish reasons, not to mention a shitload of skepticism on motives, i sed no. I made a decision. i know why you show off.
because youre so excited you want to share.

so rheudamentary, but no one ever takes time to just sit and think about the real simple things that make up our social heirarchy.

im so less inhibited. i like to share exactly what im thinking. even the thoughts about what im saying as it comes out differently from my brain to mouth.
*sexual peak*(anyone got a stopwatch?)

thoughts interrupted...

air sez. i try to ariculate too much.
and shit. even when i try that, im still not getting the whole point across.
but then im talking and correcting myself so much that it makes no sense, then trying to keep all those thoughts that shoot of from the original, i cant keep straight, so i lose the whole point or reason from my telling.

you know. people get put in uncomfortable situations, they dont ask for them most of the time. but then they have to get out of them, and if they dont deal with them as smoothly as other people like... or youre way out it to just blow it of or divert attention, then youre called out. then youre an asshole to someone.

situations and how they are dealt with is what makes the person. this is how they are put into the world. this is how they find how people will treat them and how they will act...

i profusely apologize to everyone for spewing thoughts on life and its components.
theyre all already known, but its just the way that you look at it that makes it til you really understand whats going on.

AHH AHH AHH AHH (thats really loud)

theres so many realizations that you come to.
a different scenario finally happens to you, and then you relate to one youve seen before, then you really really understand what everyone else means when they say a short statement.

but that statement is packed full of so many other pieces of truths behind it.
words dont have enough explanation behind them.
ideas are lost with the extent of language.
it really, genuinely sux.

i say that a lot too tonight.

oh, and air, my bad. this is a lotta shit that we were talking about earlier tonight.
for some reason its all coming back to me like you sed it would =)

dissing someone that comes crawling back to you:
i was saying how i never knew why anyone would do that.
now i know, but explaining it is yet another harder explanation.

i think i live in a total bachelor house now.
theres fucking next door while im "studying" on my computer.
theres those deep deep talks after "partying in the middle of the weekend.
theres a jobless fuck that needs to get off his ass. =D
and people that just stop by whenever.

its, again, sterotypical, all that shit they taught you to hate via the movies...
but i think i like it.

people are just mimic-ers. they just see shit around them and act accordingly.
some have got it down, and get it to where what they do, other people like.

others have personal or ego problems that doesnt quite let them go with the flow.
a difference thats to much so they will get called out for it, and teased accordingly.
mine, is for being a pushover, i imagine... with all the beatings and shit-talking about picking on me.
(im not calling anyone out. thats just my stance in this social setting.)
those kinda people are called liars, and tend to get found out and called out easily.
one would think they would catch on, but no.

thats enough perspectives for tonight....
im actually getting into that book borrowed.

still? props man, props. both "AHH!" and squeek?! this is serious shit! well... i guess it is goodbye =D
and over.

stereotypical man: rolls over, hes had his jollies.
but damn, aint it true?

night yall.
how well do you all think you kne/ow me

some people just want to go to bed.
i respect that.
thats no mean intent.
a lot of things are misinterpreted and now im insinuating that that would, but i didnt mean to do that.
shit. there i go trying to totally make my percise point get across.

i better stop.