i've been wanting to blog lately, but for a while my internet was down... and no one else's.
so i just took the hub (that po used to use) out of the equation, and that made everything better.

but i wanted to blog about shit like finishing school, and having that dude push me into on-coming traffic nonchalantly, but now...
those things have kinda lost their potency in my mind, even though i just mentioned them now.

what is there to talk about then?
its kinda weird how closeness changes over time.
people used to be over here all the time.
people used to read my blog.
now... different situations, less closeness.
but whatever. i'm being vague for a reason.
i dont like to mention names.

anyway. i take that back. it was weird that matt now reads my blog and lea doesn't.
thats what i was oddly getting at.

what else.
oh. so i have a shitload of time on my hands.
usually when thats the case, like back in the day when i was busy with freds, i'd clean my room.
but although i said i was going to do that soon after school was done, i dont feel the motivation.
i dont know if its cuz its all outta the way and in a corner, or if im only really in this room to use the computer and really live over at megs.
meh. its just clothes. maybe i'll get to it. who knows.

i also, thanks to air's grandma-ma (RIP) got a new big-ass sherry-glass (ok, so i dont know what type of alcohol its meant for, but its the kind with the stubby stem connected to a fatty bowl, like chimay (RIP), if any of you knew him from halloween.
anyway. gunna put my two remaining fish (RIP you other two that i never named) in there. but yeah. gotta get off the ol' ass to do that.
i think i have purified water here, so thats a start.

so yeah. i think my brain is about drained of issues for now.
ah. one more thing.
we're goin hiking this sunday.
up in the cascades somewhere (barclay if i remember right). anyone can come.
just show up here with all your shit sunday morning.
we'll figure it out from there.
its only a day hike, so no worries.
few miles in, few miles out.