i dont have one person to tell everything to anymore.
so maybe i'll just use this guy again.

ive been hanging out with a gay crowd lately.
they joke about the same shit as an hetero guy would, but its just not the same.
cuz they'll also comment on cute guys, and they actually give the blowjobs.
its a little eeirie, but im starting to get used to it.
theyre good guys.

but if theres anything i'm learning from them, is that it seems that even if youre as flaming as they come,
you still seem to like the human body.
but its hella annoying, cuz they can easily get away with fondling some part of a girls body.
if anybody straight tried that shit, i dont know what the reprocussions would be.
i think i heard all of them admit that they do enjoy boobs.
but they've all had boyfriends, so, yeah....

the other thing that i think i'm learning from this is how to better tune my gaydar.
its amazing how the numbers are fluctuating.

im going to see these guys less and less now as school starts though, but for that last week, it really seemed like summer.