huh. i was talkin to my dad on monday.
he had just rented and watched unbreakable.
ya know, the one with bruce willis and samuel L.
anyway, he was saying how he liked the idea that bruce would wake up everyday and kinda be depressed,
cuz he wasnt doing what he was supposed to be doing in life, til he finally found out what he was capable of....

see, although im not to that point yet, im kinda iffy on what im going to do.
cuz i have somewhat an idea of what i'd like to do as an occupation.. well.. ive narrowed it down to science. =/
but it seems like thats the kinda thing that would led you to a dead end.
who wants a archaeologist, geologist, (marine) biologist, botanist, oceanographer?
and what the hell can you do when you are one?
fuh.
i dont have the confidence, yet i really dont know what im getting into when im thinking about all this...
i guess im just trying to push it off.
savour the school years that i have left to enjoy before i have to figure out what im going to be when i grow up.
i could never answer that fucking question. i hate(d) it.

so.
i want to do something right now..
go out i guess.
i'll give my half-assed attempt to make something happen.
late.