another thing i wanted to write about:
dan was commenting on how people are all into halloween in elementary school,
and then as you get into jr. high and high school, you think its childish, so you stop.
but then when you get into high school, you remember all the fun that halloween could be.
(or maybe just another excuse to party.)

but anyway.
im relating this to siblings.
back in the day, my sis and i were buds.
her me and our childhood friend were inseperable.
they were the only friends i had really...
til maybe like 3rd grade, with the exception of a few.

but anyway.
we were chill. we were good.
had all the inside jokes and shit.
remember what we'd do to lea everytime we'd pick her up? hehe
ok anyway.
jr high rolls around.
and that friendship starts to fade.
she finds her own peeps.
she doesnt want to be burdened with the silent little bro hangin out cuz he cant get his own friends.
so i get abandoned, of sorts.
we wont get into it.

by high school i got new friends in a new state.
did my own thing, etc.
and now...

you want to hang out again.
but... its like weird now kinda.

this is how most of my relationships go, i feel.
i only get to hang out when they want to.
now you want to.
im not saying thats bad.
and i think you should, cuz we need to get back into the spirit of things, or whatever gay remark you need.
but yeh.

what im trying to say is.....

everyones invited to my 21, except for those few who somehow managed to be born after myself.