its weird.
i was thinking about this a couple days ago:

theres this chic at work that just recently started there.
she reminds me of this chic jordan. who used to live on the 9th floor in mcmahon.
events played out, and i became a dick for leading her on.

so i see this new chic at work, and she reminds me of her, and that reminder reminds me of what i did, and how im seemingly a dick, and how she hates me.
what a burden for someone that i dont even know....

then. the weird part.
i randomly see kiris online. she hasnt been in ages, actually since the night before the blink concert in vancouver.
so. pissed about misty, i decide we should do something.
so we go to red robin. it was ok. i guess. kinda lacking. everything except the fries.
but then we end up going back to where kiris is staying, which one of the people happens to be this jordan chic.
i ask, and she sez she wouldnt be back anytime soon.
but... she lied.
and she came back like not even an hr after we got there.

at least this time she acknowledged me.
i always felt like shit when i'd go visit kiris and michelle.
so mean without even saying a word.
but... we were civil.
dunno if im goin back, but we were civil.
actually it wasnt that bad.
and we talked. made some jokes.
but im sure she would have preferred my not being there.....