goddammit.
why am i bitter when shit like this happens?

its all people talk about.
i felt like i was supposed to go to work today all depressed, but i really wasnt.
i'd do my daily routine of asking customers how they are, and all sed "good" or "well".
luckily i only had like 2 or 3 people that wanted to talk about it.

i hate discussing it.
people trying to one up ("inform") everyone else on the most current news.

media goes crazy.
people become closer.
how fucking shallow?
"makes you realize all the things you take for granted"
"a reality check"

fuck you. i hate it.

maybe what really pisses me off is that people seem so concerned, but then in like a week to a month shits back to how it was.
(maybe exluding the target area.)

people will watch the news for hrs and hours...
how much can you learn after the fact?
you have to go through everyone giving their condolences, and all other BS.

fuck. im tired of bitching about all this.

....sinking to their level.